I look in the mirror at my face and wonder...Will I get cheekbones? Will you be able to see my eyes better? Will my dimples really pop out? Will I even look like me at all?
As I keep looking elsewhere, I muse....what size will I end up? How will my arms look? Will I have lots of loose skin? Will I even need new shoes? and so on.
So many questions.
I've always been overweight, so these thoughts are foreign to me. I can't imagine what it will be like to be a healthy, "normal" size. It does scare me a little, strangely. I will still be me inside, but the outside is going to be quite different.
Still, it's also exciting. I can't wait to meet the new me someday.